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Published on: 2015-10-18
Released on: 2015-10-18
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This is a true story of the spiritual calling I received as I held a loaded Uzi in my hand and reached for the door to leave out and kill as many innocent persons as I could in order to return back to prison. Prison had become my normal world that I had learned to accept. My 'reintegration' back into society as I had known it before was gone - a thing of my far distant seeming past. My rational thinking and behavior had been replaced with irrational, violent solutions to what others in the so called FREE WORLD took for granted. They have not been in PRISON. I said PRISON - not the county jail. I had totally given up on life or freedom as it was supposed to be cracked up to be. My world had become a daily black rage filled depression against myself first and those around me who continually told me how I would never make it outside of prison after my release. They told me I would definitely go back. My own mother and sister lived only a few miles from me, yet they never came to see me again after my release. I was on my own with no support system, no therapy, no counseling groups, no medication and with the fear and fury that I truly 'had no hope or a future' - which left me only with the option of complete FAILURE!Prison had only prepared me for failure with the programming as they called it to become a violent prisoner in order to 'get respect' and become feared by other prisoners. I became a part of the world beyond society's graces or even vision. I was now part of the locked up locked away prison population who spent our hours, days, weeks and months in a world away from news reports, newspapers, movies, television as I once knew it and from my favorite world of business, my so called friends and at least the freedom to go and do as I pleased.This story is my story that I wrote many years ago. It was heavy on my heart until I put it on paper and made it my creed for living my life as I should have done so many years before.It was prison that took away my sanity and handed me back a life filled with fury, hatred towards everything that was in my reach and beyond. I had forgotten how to communicate, how to process information. My mind had been erased clean like a white board. I lost all ability to remember anything. I forgot about certain foods. I forgot about people in my life. I didn't know if people were speaking to me or I was only imagining it. My heart was numb and black with pain and lack of purpose. I was no good to myself anymore. I was no good to anyone and I harbored such violence inside me I scared anyone I came in contact with. They knew I 'wasn't right'. They could sense my hatred toward life and especially toward my own life.In prison I had turned my back on any belief I had ever had regarding God. I flat out didn't believe in anything anymore. As a convict my world became only me, me and me. I became so negative in my life I never dreamed there was a way out where I would be free and alive. It was only after this experience I write about here that I knew in my heart I had no other choice but to lay my past down and live my life a new way... Health Yahoo Beauty This Dangerous Internet "Challenge" Is Back and Causing Kids to Seriously Burn and Scar Themselves DEADLIEST CATCH Saga captain Elliott Neese completes rehab ... DEADLIEST CATCH Saga captain Elliott Neese completes rehab has a new outlook MY 600 LB LIFE: Lupes Story A Passive-Aggressive Husband ... Updated: Season 5s story of Erica. Watch her humiliating airport situation Yes that was a two-hour special on the most recent episode of MY 600 LB LIFE about Lupe ... Top 10 Worst Prisons in the World - Toptenz.net Of course nobody wants to go to prison but there are some prisons that you really really dont want to be imprisoned as an inmate. Being in jail is only part of ... Entertainment - CBC News 'It's just wild': Gold stars Matthew McConaughey and Bryce Dallas Howard. 2:13 Inspired by the real-life Canadian story of Bre-X Gold is an engrossing relevant tale ... Emmanuelle (1974) BRRip [3.32GB] - Free Download Directed by: Just Jaeckin. Actors: Sylvia Kristel Alain Cuny and Marika Green. Language: English French (2tracks) Subtitles: English. Country: France imdb Brrip LS2 PAC - Catalog Log in with either your Library Card Number or EZ Login. Library ID (No Spaces!) or EZ Username Last Name or EZ Password. Remember Me Texarkana Gazette Texarkana Breaking News The Texarkana Gazette is the premier source for local news and sports in Texarkana and the surrounding Arklatex areas. Where the Death Penalty Still Lives - The New York Times Where the Death Penalty Still Lives. As capital punishment declines nationwide a tiny fraction of the country generates an alarming number of death sentences. A TIMELINE OF THE IRAQ WAR ThinkProgress A TIMELINE OF THE IRAQ WAR. 2003 2004 2005 2006 2007 2008 2009 2010 2011 2012 2013. 2003. MARCH 19 2003: Bush launches invasion of Iraq
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